my brother is in town from LA. i feel good to have him here until the end of the year. so far we've just been hanging at my favorite spots around town. i want to mention that yesterday confirmed that i really don't like tapioca beads in my tea.

today is Christmas and it feels weird to me. I don't have a tree up or anything at my house. It's mainly because we just stopped caring about putting it up and saw no need. It's family that matters.

but yes, i've been listening to weezer christmas on repeat. today will be spent bumming until noon, and then we head to a Christmas party.

last year this time, i remember something very painful that happened to me. and i still can't believe it's been a year. if you're reading this, i hope you're doing okay. and i hope your boyfriend is treating you well.